Fear & Mindset
I Just Had Eye Surgery. Here's Why the Blog Didn't Notice.
I want to tell you something I haven’t talked about publicly.
In 2019, I had eye surgery. And when it was over, I had lost complete vision in my right eye.
I kept going. I kept building The Tech Evangelist, kept writing, kept showing up. I didn’t make it a story because it wasn’t the story I wanted to tell. I had work to do and an audience I cared about and honestly — you just keep going. That’s what you do.
Seven years passed.
Eight weeks ago I started seeing light out of that eye.
Not a lot. Not clearly. But light. After seven years of nothing — light.
I went to my ophthalmologist to find out what was happening. The news was both simple and stunning: the lens in that eye had fallen. The surgery I need will remove it so a new lens can be placed. And when that’s done, there is a very real possibility I will be able to see out of my right eye again.
I have been sitting with that sentence for eight weeks. Trying not to get too far ahead of myself. Trying to just let it be what it is — possible. Genuinely, surprisingly, tearfully possible.
So this past Friday, I had surgery.
And while I was in that operating room, something else was happening.
This blog was posting.
Not because someone else is running it. Not because I have a team. Because several weeks ago I sat down with Claude — the AI tool that has become my thinking partner, my drafting partner, and honestly one of the most important tools in my entire stack — batched a full week of posts, handed them off to Manus, the AI tool that manages my website, and scheduled everything through today and beyond.
The blog didn’t need me this week.
Which meant I could be completely, fully, entirely present for the thing that might give me my sight back. No low-level noise about what needs to go out. No guilt about going quiet. No apologizing to my audience for disappearing.
I just got to show up for myself. Completely.
I’ve been teaching the concept of “own don’t rent” for a while now — the idea that the infrastructure underneath your business matters, that platforms can disappear, that the things you build on ground you control are the things that hold when life gets complicated.
I didn’t know when I started building this way that I’d be testing it like this.
But here’s what I want you to take from this week, before we get into the bigger conversation about platform risk and ownership and what it actually means to build something sturdy:
You don’t build systems for the ordinary weeks. You build them for the weeks when something more important than content is happening.
This was one of those weeks.
I’ll be back when my eye heals. And if everything goes the way it might go — I’ll be seeing this blog with both eyes for the first time in seven years.
That’s not nothing. That’s everything.
This week on the blog we’re talking about what it means to own your digital infrastructure — your content, your platform, your tools. It starts here, with this. Come back tomorrow.
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